So, lately I've been trying to save money up for a new car [since I don't have one anyore] and it's appearing to be impossible. There is always something we need, or more groceries we need, or I just have a problem with spending money now that I'm finally in a stage of my life where I actually have some! Going from being so broke you're being evicted to actually having a real job that pays my bills is great, but we always want more money.

It's so easy to spend what you have. I feel like all of the years I spent without a phone, car or home have made me feel the need to finally spoil myself. I've gotta figure out some kind of way to save some damn money! A big part of my depression comes from having to rely on other people to drive me around.. or having to walk [with my baby in the stroller] down the street just to get out of the house and maybe drink some coffee.. I can't be cooped up in that appartment anymore!

No cable and no car...

It sucks how you can't always rely on your friends.

The only person you can fully trust is yourself so I just wanna be successful!

But I'm sure by the time I do get a car all of my money will go to gas and other crap.

Money sucks.

-=kink